Saturday, September 24, 2011

Graduation Day


Was graduation week. Yea. All our seniors graduated. Have a mixed feeling then. Happy that they have started a new life, but sadly, they are leaving, I don't really join much university programs, thus, don't really know a lot of seniors. But all are familiar faces. For the first time in my life, i imagined about my own convocation day. =p Majoring in International Business is sort of buying a stock. Risk is high. Risk of cannot graduate with friends. Was thinking: I should be alright, if i have to extend...due to the credit transfer matters. BUt after witnessed how much joy seniors had by graduate together, throw the cap together....i wanted to graduate with my batch mates! Congratulation all my seniors, i am sorry for not have chance to witness each other your convocation. May God Blessing be with you always. And, pray for me. hopefully, i won't have to extend my studies. =( LOLs

Sunday, July 31, 2011

everything mixed.


sort of mixed feeling i felt.. sometime, decisions are hard to made. and once you have made, someone you gotta hurt. :(

Friday, July 29, 2011

The Road not taken


"Two Roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads onto way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and I -
I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference.
"

/The Road Not Taken - Robert Frost/

cliche. ancient. but still sounds good. :) admire how poets wrote their poems. :) at the point to make decision. to me, decision, is not about make a correct or wrong one. it's about how you make it. and the impact on it.:) every decision is blessed. :P

Monday, July 18, 2011

busy and busy

Finally got something to busy with...in my holiday..:) done with the visa, done with the chartis preparation.:) heading to KL tomorrow..oops...should be this morning :) finally i got my new mouse...gone my 60 bucks...:(

Saturday, July 9, 2011

It's me

alright. It's late. Good night people. :)

新陳代謝


說起來,也蠻久了,這是去年新年的合影,回首幾年前,大家都多些青澀,少些成熟。有些許的懷戀以前那一班天真很邪的朋友們。回首往年,一起闖禍,一起被罰,一起胡鬧的日子,留下的,都是美好的回憶。也許,經歷過了時間與經驗的洗禮,現在,大家都漸漸的長大了。身,心,靈,都不一樣了。言行舉止,也都不一樣了。我覺得,朋友是一輩子的。至少我們都是拿心出來交朋友的。也許,這句話,包含了天真的我與無知的我。...一輩子的朋友,至少我,是那樣認為的。好多朋友都畢業了,開始了在社會大學的課程,一個一旦報名,就需要寒窗苦讀幾十年的地方,有些人付出的努力修來了正果,有些則不斷的被考題當掉。我們身邊的玻璃彈珠,越來越少,煩惱也越來越多...而我,也逐漸邁著自己的目標奔跑著。漸漸的,我也長大了。朋友們,你們要加油!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

假期愉快!


我還記得,假期前,我呢,準備了很多假期的計劃,譬如說,計劃要讀幾本書啊,去哪裡玩啊,看什麼戲啊,還有最重要要找份好的工作,存錢買我的60d~還沒有放假的時候,一直尋尋覓覓,希望尋覓到我的伯樂~給個高新職給我~計劃呢,是趕不上變化的,我的精彩假期的,無意間的,就變成了無聊假期了~我沒有找到一分工作,也沒有去哪裡玩~書呢?其實我也不知道在哪裡了~LOLs~算了啦~上帝的安排是最好的~我休息好了~夠了,是時候從新出發了!><

Sunday, June 19, 2011

我是神經病

都市的人啊,人人都有病~很多人卻不那樣認為,至少朱德庸是那樣寫到的。自私病,多疑病,貪心病等等等。我常常和很多人說,現在的我,不是原來的我,可以說,我蛻變了,身材也變了,小時候,是瘦瘦的,可愛的,長大後,體重身材隨著年齡的增長,也慢慢的變重變大,而以前種鄰家害羞的個性卻被極度三八的個性給取代,我說我是個introvert【個性內向的人】,但是往往別人都把我歸類於extrovert【個性外向的人】,還說,如果我是個Introvert的話,他們就是自閉的了~無聊~老實說,我啊,一直都很怕,我會患神經病,就以後啦,老是有這樣的想法~希望,只是想太多了~><


沉澱了很久,我終於,回到了教會去,之前,一直都在禮拜天工作,今天,終於可以去教會了。在desaru回來的路途中,突然間,有一段字“馬來西亞人都是住在樹上的”閃過我的腦海中,我也不以為什麼,但是剛才的講員,也就是那家教會的師母,一個台灣人,定居在大馬的。她也說了一句,一模一樣的話語,好像是在我腦海中一個字一個字給騰出來一樣。有一點卡到陰的感覺~就,很像先知一樣的感覺。我不是要說什麼,但是,就是很特別啦。我不要做先知啦~:P

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

話說米蟲

我說,我肥了整整兩公斤。沒錯,都是宅在家的結果。完全沒有消耗卡路里的想法,能夠消耗卡路里的機會也不就是從沙發走去冰箱拿食物再回到原位...=="。不過,我還是我。浪費了很多那時間,但也同時完成了很多事。若沒有這一段無所事事的時間,我無法好好享受好聽的歌曲,我無法享受偶爾讀讀幾頁好看的書,錯過的劇情,甚至是與每一個家人與朋友好好的聊天機會。我啊,我啊,看清了自己,話說以前希望開一家屬於自己夢想的餐廳,可是卻連一把刀都無法好好的運用,甚至是糖與鹽都無法均分。你可以說,籃球教練不一定要是籃球高手,但是,至少他懂得籃球。我啊~我啊~要增加自己的深度與闊度。那樣我的夢想才不會變成妄想還是空想。

Monday, June 6, 2011

如果你也听说:

是的。有种感觉被出卖。是的,也有种被侮辱的感觉。也许,还不是时候啦~谢谢。(很乱吼?)没有啦~是关于TMS的事情~感觉,这个project到一段落了~能不能继续,就看看吧~毕竟道不同不相为谋的道理,我还是有学过的。不开心的事情,就放一边吧~我呢~我啊~我~的成绩不错哦~感谢主。没有想象中的差。不过,没有很希望开学,比较希望可以继续放假~lols

我呢,一口气看了3场电影。很累了,明天才写写吧~晚安。

Sunday, June 5, 2011

100種生活

聽著陳綺貞的歌曲,這個迷人的夜晚~再次的浪漫起來~我啊~又胡思亂想了起來~什麼都想試一試~什麼都想看一看~明天,不~就幾小時後~我要去面試當老師了啦!真的~又要去誤人子弟了~米蟲,我最新的小名,功能就是把家裡的米給吃完~不然米生蟲~這個假期有很多遺憾,原本計劃的“出國公幹”夢破碎了~想要去背包旅行也被突如其來的大驚喜破壞了,魚與熊掌不能兼得,選擇了難得的熊掌~6月6號~終於到來了~成績出來了~說真的~勇氣沒很大~9點,還是要帶著期待又害怕的心情去看成績~=P

Sunday, May 22, 2011

遺失的美好


幾小時前,在臉書上憾“夕陽無限好,只是近黃昏”,見證了很美好的夕陽,遺憾,沒有用相機捕捉那幸福的時刻。樸實的印證了,活在當下的我,只懂得享受短暫的激情,不懂得疼惜長久的幸福。囧~lols

我啊,不是歷經滄桑的老人,也不是個博學多才的學者,只不過是一個喜歡利用文字來表達及數算我對上帝,對生命,對周遭所發生一切美好的驚嘆與幸福事件。與其抱怨發生在自己的不公平和咒詛那些不順眼的人與事,不如,細數生命中,上帝應許的幸福,小至幸福的呼吸或一個擁抱,大至驚嘆上帝那超凡創意所創造的大自然,越是細數,越是快樂,何樂而不為呢?

就是喜歡細數與見證上帝那遠遠超過梵谷或達芬奇還是其他偉大建築師與藝術家的藝術天分,我嚮往流浪在世界的每一個角落,見證上帝所創造的一切~但是,我還是沒有能夠做到~無奈,我還被當成小孩子一樣,不被放心~也被覺得是在浪費錢~囧。

這次,我就要不乖一次,我要去流浪!:P
我要去一個沒有人認識我的地方,靜靜的流浪!
啊~生命本應該浪費在美好的事物上嘛~

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

:P

Well...
i am officially in holiday :P
a damn long holiday, where this is the first day,
i have chance at home for just do nothing.
and i felt i am funking.

a long holiday,
i should have say the blessed one.
:P
many things to be done.
but lazy to do.
how?

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

浪费

我的心不见了。
今天昨天,还有大前天~
我的心都不见了~
完全没有想读书的心~

我去了图书馆,
关了电脑,
不戴耳机~
可是,
我就是读不进~

我都在尽情的浪费时间~

我,彻底的疯了~
哈哈~
还是觉得,考试不要拖太久~
“以免夜长梦多~”
lols~

上帝救我~

Monday, April 25, 2011

Private is good. Public is bad.

Another long post. Sort of complaint, sort of thought, this is what i meant change. Was talking to  Ze-Hao (a buddy of mine) yesterday while we were on the way back from Benny and SuYin's housewarming.. Nano lab of phisics school is closing down. Hmm... USM, named the APEX university, we used to have one of the best lab in the world, and we're the second university in the world which own a Nano Lab in the world, after M.I.T. (Massachusetts Institute of Technology).


Nano Lab cost a bomb for uni in term of maintenance and "experience ingredients" yet,
it does help students know more, experience more and able to explore more. On top of that,  the lab is neither supported by the faculty nor university, it's fully sponsored by a lecturer. Nevertheless, due to adult's problem, again, USM back to the normal status, applied phisics students only learn about theory side of fabrication,  but not on hand.

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This issue, gave me a fire: the fire to wrote something i wanted to write for long. the topic "Private is Good, Public is Bad" and we should proud to say "Malaysia Boleh". We have money to buy every faculty, every university department  a "public used car", cheapest range from Toyota Innova, Proton Perdana to some prestige cars which i don't know the name. The most interesting part is, we hardly see the cars being fully utilized. Perhaps, use the cars for makan and minum is the mostly-used function. But we never have money to survive good labs and other facilities for students.Thank to the tax-payers. And, thank to the good planning of university management team.


And, recently, the research wing of school first library is finally launched. And, it's the new MONUMENT for USM. Another white elephant. LOLs. A five-stories library. Fully equipt with freezing air-con, plenty of eletric plugs for laptop users...and they used to create a "WOW" effect from students about the 24-hours study room.  The layout was fine, the design was nice, again, it's just another white elephant. operation hours are 8.30am - 4.30pm, and it's a five-days operating library. While the two old one, are until 8.30am-10.30pm. and it's operating throughout weekends. Well... normally students have class from morning till evening, after 5pm, normally we have times to loiter inside library...lols...

The reasons i said it's just another white elephant are, there are two lifts operating in it. And, the lifts are only for library personnels. OUTSIDER, students are strictly not allow to use. I guess this is the sort of sustainable-policy or greener-world movement, where we minimize the usage of lifts, and save more energy. (and leave the air-con freezing.) In addition, toilets, or nicer word, washrooms too makes differences. Every floor there are two washrooms, one on the left, anoter on the right. Left hand side toilets are bigger one, again, strictly for library personnels. I took a sneaking tour inside, explored the place of interest, and realise the differences, there are four "rooms" inside, 2 squating-toilet bowls, 2 sitting-toilet bowls. And, equipped with toilet papers, napkins and hand-washers.

Unfortunely, the "customers' washroom" only half the size and with none of the 5-stars facilities. A friend of mine, marketing student, joked that, this policy is some sort of benefiting the employees so that they will be more efficiency! well...i do agreed. I guess, there should be about 20 staffs in all three libraries, maybe more from that, and i guess, each one of them should have their private toilet! These are just a few examples. And, a reason for this library not operating like other libraries in USM or commence its' 24 hours corner, "we're lack of staffs". And everyday when i am walking in the library, i can see most of the staffs are busy with social networks and playing games. Like no other libraries in abroad universities, we have all FULL-TIME librarians. They are called professional one.

There are more, should be a lot more, sort of these in USM. A few about USM Management School, i had organized a few school programmes, too, our direction are toward benefit school-staffs more towards students.

I'm not trying to be politician here. I'm sorry to be sacastics. I'm talking about efficiency. While other countries talking about education, improvement, efficiency, Malaysians still happy and show passion in racist issue, 1Malaysia Email, SEX video, and many other craps. IF we have to say efficiency, do we really need to buy every school a public used car just to fetch VIPs? do we really need to label the toilets just for staffs which there aren't many staffs. The resources are not fully utilized.

Malaysia, a very-blessed-ful country, we never lack of any natural resouces, somemore blessed with the most expensive type of petroleum (for air-crafts used.), but we never utilized the capital generated from the resources. We used money to send "astranaut" or i should say the first space traveller in Malaysia to do teh-tarik in the space, and feeding a lot other "white-elephant"-projects. And, we're proud to say, Malaysia Boleh!

Few days ago, editor from a major stream newspaper in Bahasa urged government to launch ONE Melayu Movement, talk about Chinese craps. Again, i think it's wasting resources. If, people in the nation never united as a whole, and keep say you are chinese, i'm Malay, we're never away from the beginning. And, the respected editor even talk about all PRESTIGE private universities are full with chinese and hardly see any Malay inside. And i would like to reply: If, Chinese and Indians are given a fair chance to enter public universities, why should we spend so much money for sending them to private one?

And, the public universities' teaching qualities and facilities are far less-developed than the private one, due to the unwritten rules that emphasis on benefits of small group, and not to be efficiency. Public universities are full with rules and regulations, and there is no one able to make decision, everything need to go through SENate, and due to all these cliche rules and long processes, we missed a lot of chances, wasted a lot of times. And, we're not far from the beginning...

Sadly to point a few, my faculty, School fo Management, the top management are very eager to think of recruitment of internatinal students, they do publicity in China, Indonesia and perhaps Middle East, thinking to bring more international students, and generate more income to the uni and the fac. But, they never focus on current students' welfare and benefits, until now, our "internship swap project" never got a confirm answer although we're heading to become third year students.

I can see, there are lecturers with great ideas, conferences, organizing competitions, and many other lecturers' wonderful and brilliant ideas, but all these never gain support from the school, especially from the administration office, because all these never generate income. And, our website, never update with news, everything still have to go thru school office, while other uni are on the website track. We have all the resouces, but we never exploit them, until they are gone. Not to say that public universities are bad. But, don't you think so, universities are platforms for borning more leaders of tomorrow? If we can focus more toward how to train a leader instead of bookworm that score 4.0 and know nothing about the real world, bookworms are hard to survive in the rat-race.


Like a chinese proverb, "every home has its' hard to read sutra" , which means every organiztion has its' own problem, and it's generation to generation. and formed the norms. And, we're used to it. Public is bad, private is good. talking about efficiency. Private sector will never allow inefficiency to happen if possible, and they are expert to utilize stuffs and staffs. If public sector have to improve all these, we have to change, we have to walk out from the comfort zone. Then only the success are waiting for us.

We should pray harder, PUSH-pray until something happen, we want a better Malaysia, no matter you support which political party ( i don't stand to anyone of them.), you should agree to this, we want a better Malaysia. A world class university that know how to mix and match the resources, utilized them and bring benefits to its' staffs and students. Again, change. doesn't mean we need to change government. but we need to change attitude, if i have to vote, of course, i will vote a government that able to change. :) and do what they promised. And i have a man here, my most-respected government servants, Idris Jala, i pray, pray that God will revive more servants like him, and i'm sure, Malaysia will be a better Malaysia.



Saturday, April 23, 2011

INvestment or Hobby?


People's value.
i mean how world describe one's value?
talents he/she possesses?
one's wealth?
what you say?






my mind, is not about study and exam.
it's about money, money and money.
it's sinful! lols
i'm not worshiping money.
but i'm thinking on how to invest or add value to my money and my future money

i have a few friends in uni,
a few ladies,
they are quite smart.
they used their ptptn for investment,
for unit trust, for share, for gold and FD.

i'm so dumb.
noob.
only know how to use money for foods, cloths, and entertainment.
Yea.
wasting money only.

and my newest dream,
to own a camera.
more precisely,
a DSLR.
a solid DSLR value equals to about half to a solid gold coin,
it's a trade off.
hobby or investment.

No doubt, i still think that DSLR is sort of COMPULSORY for me.
but, it's another way of wasting money.
dilemma.
it's like choosing between
bread or chocolate?
travel or branded stuffs



but well...
investment and hobby,
all craps.
i have no money now.
both also inside my dream
i tend to worry a lot,
even before the things near me!!@@




well,
i still believe that,
money is easy to earn.
but need good opportunity...

Thursday, April 21, 2011

i am nothing.



i used to dream that,
i were good at culinary,
so that i could cook nice food for my love one.
and open my own cafe..

i used to dream that,
i were good at drawing,
so that i could design my house for my love one,
and design a city then.

i used to dream that,
i were a black belt of taekwondo,
so that i could protect my love one,
and go competitions.

i used to dream that,
i were a director of my own studio,
so that i could produce clips and photos for my love one,
and impact people.

i used to dream that,
i were a good painter,
so that i could paint the town with colors i like,
and make people's day.

i used to dream that,
i were good at piano or any music instruments,
so that i could pretend to be romantic to my love one,
and get a kiss from each of THEM><






and i woke up.
i am good of nothing above.
i am not gifted to do things above.

yet,
God, the almight one,
blessed me with other skills.
for me, to bless other.

" I can do all this through Him who gives me strength. " Phi 4:13

Yea,
need to use the blessed gifts to love the one i love,
God, my family and my friends.
:)






==was lazy to finish few more chapters..another hours the exam then.====

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

sometimes when we touch LAR....



like other people,
i do prefer quality than quantity.
lols.

for certain stuffs i guess.


music.
i listen a lot of it.
sort of pop to jazz
country to R&B.

used different "Methods"
to listen.
i found that sometime...
music is nicer if we play it softly.
or played by earphones.
lols.

sometime,
used nice speaker too,
play better sound.
especially with good amplier i guess.
( has no much knowledge on it..lols)

music are meant to be enjoy, and relax.
and for me, i do listen gospels for worship and praise God!

and...
sometimes,
volume does matter.
especially when you are not alone.
lols :P

sometime it cause sound polution,
even you though it was not loud enough.
and sometime...make people sick of it.
:)
no offense.
thx

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

沙發


想念家裡的沙發。
鬱悶。
為什麼付出的努力,卻被最後一分鐘的懶惰,
跟打敗了。

我啊,
慘了。
哈哈~
考了3張,
兩張應該會很差。
不是我沒有讀。
我很認真地讀,
但是就是考不好。

不過感謝主。
還好,應該還會及格。
不然,
真的很不值得。

上帝的timing,
永遠,都是準的。
我啊,
想了很多,
為什麼,這些這些,
會在這個這個時候發生,
上帝又要裝備我什麼...

大概大概,知道上帝的異象了。
阿門!
哈哈~

我發誓,
發誓不允許接下來的Papers
重蹈覆轍,
又是考不好。
要努力努力在努力,
但是,回到房間,
我又忘記了。

沒藥救了。
哈哈哈~

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很想要快點放假啦~
回家。
不遠了。
期待ing~
喜樂ing~


Friday, April 15, 2011

你累了吗?

有人说过,
再夜,还是有人熬夜,
再累,还是有人谈恋爱,

我呢,
夜了,
累了,
就什么都不想做了。
懒惰了,
就只想睡觉。


感谢主,
一个星期的带领,
感谢主,
在我累的时候,
给我力量。
感谢主,
让我还能活着。












可以不可以不读书?

Monday, April 11, 2011

tribute!o

 

Yea...kinda agreed with ky,
there is no spammer but visitors came my blog..
wuek....
and
i should have said:
Thank You for visiting my blog, and tag yourself in my tag box.

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Well..
it's 12am.
and is accompany by the rain,
with sort of bossanova music.

and of course...
with some notes...
TiTas...(tamadun islam and tamadun asia)
the best sleeping pills are history books.
i realised this since form 1...

watched a few clips with ky just now...
well...if you have got time,
search CP Production in facebook,
a creative guy,
made in Penang Malaysia
produced some lame clips,
but it make my day!
lame people need lame video!
haha~

and i should say...
"the night is still young"
let's have some study before i sleep.
:)
good night people!

我不想想你~


最近,
也就是昨天,
看了一部通常都不会在我选择里面的戏,
因为比较少看香港的电影~

“单身男女”
很不错的电影,
想学习浪漫的男人们,
可以看看看~


有被女主角点到一下~
很漂亮的女主角~

4颗星星的电影~
我比较不喜欢结局~
所以没有给第五颗星星




============================
很久,没有看电影了~
很久没有进电影院了~
有一点想起了从前,
想起了,很多很多。


算了,过去了。

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Considerate.

Music are meant to be enjoy.
but at the sametime...
have to be considerate.








thank you.

羡慕+妒忌


超羡慕的~
今天,去拍东西的时候,
别人用的是eos600d!

真的~
差不多3千块的相机,
对于我这种只是想要拍爽的人
不怎么值得叻~

可是,
真的我需要一架相机,
普通的也罢~
这个假期,
我就要买相机啦!
用底片的也可以吧~哈哈哈哈

还有还有还有!
某人啊~
就某人~
买相机了!
羡慕加妒忌~
哈哈哈哈

读书读书~

apala...
我完全不能读书。
读不到啦~
看了一天的书
不,
应该是半天~
但是就是读不进啦~

Thursday, April 7, 2011

睡美人~



我发誓~下辈子~我要做睡美人!哈哈哈~
偶不能睡啦~
刚换了床单~
准备好心情~
却被破坏了~

气坏了。
是时候,起来读书了~

也许是上帝的安排吧~
让这一切发生~

也许,
良药苦口~就是这意思~
但~还真是气死我了!


决定,今天跟你拼了!
international trade law!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

像男人的男孩~

好不容易~我把所有的东西都settle jor~
and now....i kena study!
lolz~

最近好多好多新歌!好多好多很好听的歌~
很好~就这样一边听歌一边读书吧~

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

ルーイスです。(I'm Louis)


にほんごはとてもおもしろいです!(Japanese is very interesting!)

WELL...i am not trying to be arrogant with my japanese...
after all...i'm just a beginner!

after one year of learning, seriously, i love japan, and japanese.
maybe can find a japanese lady to become my wife next time?
lolz~

just managed to complete my japanese coursework..
i did about japanese festivals!
only one word to describe:
"Hard"
well..
i got a lot of ideas...
but i have no ideas how to translate it into Japanese...
luckily we have this ratio 50:50
which 50% english and 50% japanese...
else...
with my limited grammar and vocab knowledge...
i think people are going to visit me in next qing-ming!
lolz
touch wood!
hahahaha

once in my life time...
must study or work there for 1 year!

but Japan is suffering now!
let's pray for them!
pray for the lost soul!
pray for the revival!
pray for the salvation!
Amen!

Good night people! :D
おやすみ。

Sunday, April 3, 2011

美女学姐~

真的~
我现在才知道我的direct senior是谁!!!
走宝了啦!哈哈哈哈~

我啊~
我的direct senior是一个美女来的!
气死我了~
下个礼拜就是他们final year的最后一个礼拜了~哈哈哈~
可惜~可惜~

我们还有一起上一些University Course过~
竟然还不知道对方~
不过刚刚“认”了对方~哈哈哈哈~是很好笑的咯~

又是凤凰花开的时候了~
他们都要毕业了~
希望他们的前途一片光明!:D

Saturday, April 2, 2011

记得要忘记

just a short one will do...
before i sleep,
before i forgot...
thank God for everything
the prom is done!
finally all the "clubs and societies" jobs have done!
and free like a bird now!
lolz~
kinda of lonely right after the prom..
well...very fast...i'll busy with study d...
love everyone,
thank everyone,
i will not say the PROM is a success
but we have tried our best...
everything goes smooth.
thanks everyone.
will be back with more stories!
Good night people!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

異象

我說我輸了。
還是那句阿九的話,
青春就像場大雨,
就算感冒了~
還是很想去大淋一場~

無意中,看見了一個學妹的部落格~
看到他們的快樂日子~lols~
曾經走過的路~
曾經經歷的一切~
真的很懷念~

長大了~
陪著身邊的玻璃彈珠越來越少~
煩惱也越來越多了~
哈哈~

不,
我還正值青春期啦~只不過每次被灌輸是老人家而已~哈哈哈
最近,有些抱怨,
為什麼那麼多的比賽我的沒有到資格,
問自己,都已經準備好了~
為什麼為什麼~
原來我被困在自己的理想中,
沒有看到上帝的異象~

God's Vision and our Mission!
終於,
退後了一步,
發現了海闊天空,
看見了,
遼闊的草原~
不,
我去太遠了~哈哈~

上帝,要我預備好吧~
給了我一年的時間,
要我去預備,
裝備好,
也許,預備好的,只有心情,
但是接下來要繼續的裝備自己,
來盼望更大的收穫!
“基督在你心裡,榮耀的盼望”
我教會的年度mission,也許,上帝說的就是這樣。
那天在youth的時候,kevin分享的~
很不錯啦~
謝謝。

==========
還有,有些東西叫做禮貌,
禮貌是買不到的。
買不到的。
只能學習。
謝謝。

Monday, March 28, 2011

一些幸福的小事~

記得~教會的grace說過~要數算生命的幸福~
是的~讓我慢慢的數算發生在我身上的幸福吧!


麥噹噹那個騙人的促銷~哈哈~每個人都上當了~很值得~跟一群好朋友去排了一小時~終於吃到了~
5令吉就買得到了~超值的~
還有謝謝姐姐啦~那個我家號稱很漂亮,很溫柔的人妻姐姐~
看到廣告後,不忘記我~
哈哈~有一個愛吃的姐姐~幸福幸福~
有一個愛吃的弟弟更加的幸福~哈哈哈

=abby~只有這張有我~所以我upload了~哈哈=


我剪頭髮了~
剪成了我所謂的standard cut~
學生頭~每次都一樣的~就算去不同的saloon~




最近,很多人都剪頭髮了~
我啊~也跟了漢偉與那個出賣我的國勇一起去剪頭髮~
等一下才說他怎樣出賣我!哈哈哈~
我很少有這種機會跟朋友一起去剪頭髮~
因為比較幸福~從小到大~
我都有我的私人髮型設計師~
哈哈哈~


周小姐在還沒有退休的時候,
我啊~沒有煩惱的~只要預約就可以了~
現在去剪頭髮,他們問我要剪怎樣~
其實我都不會答~
因為我媽會有自己的design~哈哈哈哈~
剪頭髮的時候,也可以盡情的睡,不用應酬理髮師跟我講話~哈哈~
每一家都叫我跟他們買髮蠟~



剪了頭髮,下雨了!

幸福到!
原本需要5分鐘的步行,
上帝安排了一輛Petas~
一輛理大專門在住校外的學生去上課的巴士~
很難,很難得~才能夠遇上它呢!
哈哈~
而且聽說我們校內的,不能乘上它呢!
司機伯伯~很棒哦~沒有說什麼~



好幾天~都是這樣,後山都是濃濃的霧,
很雲頂的感覺~
我呢,
也很浪漫的淋了幾場大雨~

在傾盆大雨的天氣,
走在街道~
也許會被人家說傻瓜
但是也許我就是那個不會照顧自己的傻瓜~
喜歡徹底濕透的感覺~

回到房間馬上灌維他命c
感謝主~
沒有生病啦~
有一點點徵兆~
都被上帝醫治了~
Amen!

也感謝主~
這幾天,終於把太陽還給我們了~
放長假的太陽~終於回到值日表了~
也很努力的讓我的衣服都徹徹底底的乾透了~
好事來的~好事來的~







希望這張照片沒有很醜~
跟小組組員們~一起吃了午餐~
很幸福的午餐~
因為算一算,我們很久沒有那樣沒有計劃下一起吃了~尤其是星期天~

還去了很不一樣的地方~去了
jalan tengah那邊吃了~

不過,“八個”住院了~
喉嚨的問題~不過沒問題的~
全然的上帝會保守看顧他的~
快快恢復!!






angry bird?
應該很熟悉吧?
很像一種病毒一樣~
每個人都瘋狂地愛上他~哈哈哈~
國勇也瘋狂的愛上了~
Jaimie You better be careful!哈哈哈~

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感謝主~
過了很充實的幾個禮拜~
終於來到了一個學期的尾聲了~

感謝主~
很fruitful的一個星期~
充滿了電~
要去拼命了~


而你呢?
讀完我部落格的你,也開始數算生命中的幸福吧~
不要以為
金銀財寶才是幸福~
轟轟烈烈才是快樂~
事事順利才是喜樂~

生命嘛~
快樂也是一天,
不快樂也是一天~
也許你在為著3餐煩,為著事業學業煩~
為著家庭煩~為著不公平對待煩~

與其放大不開心的事,
不如數算生命中的小幸福~
並且對上的有信心~
有榮耀的盼望!
你的生活就會更美好!
要喜樂啊!

加油加油加油!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Full House!

suddenly...love rihanna so much...
"e la...e la...e..e.ee....la"
running under the rain....
guess for few nights d...
sometime wet until innner wear also wet...
soooo cool...
keep forgot my umbrella lar! haha~
gotta bring a big umbrella starting tomolo!
thank God for tidak menjadikan aku sakit! lolz



people say...students have more times!
but i do not agreed!
lolz...
we're not free...haha~busy for months...
a fruitful semester...
a experience-full semester
 gotta cut down my commitment in a lot of areas...and concentrate study d...final is near! lolz
=walaoyueh...=
so busy lar these few weeks!
hahaha...





i would like to say a 'WOW' ! lolz
view the hyperlink below:
MY Cuti Apps, Elite! Production





saw it? our first video!
virgin post of Elite! Production~
lolz
back with glory!
and all glory should be back to God!
Amen!
thank God for everything!
thanks my lovely family for full support!
thanks friends who help directly or indirectly...
thanks bros and siss for holding me and my team in the prayer!
gotta make more videos for you guys!
 we're champion for ADWAVE 2011...a national advertising competition~


and finally i earned some money for my DSLR! a lense perhaps...
hahahaha~

thinking to start a proper team call : Elite! Production~
produce more local clips...
and earn money also! hahah~ thinking to improve myself on this...
earn some wonderful experience before enter the rat race!






and finally today got chance to meet the guy below!















a guy call Zhen Yick! lols...8th Penang officer...
gonna finish his studies in UNiMAS...
wow~spent a few hours with him...
old time story all out!
BB is a wonderful platform lar!
haha~
love BB so much!
knew him thru pesta...
and he is leaving for WAT-working and travel to Ohio!!
so jealous!! i want to go also lar!
well...next year or next next year...hopefully can join! haha
hope for more gathering with BB fellowsss!
let's rock the world with the anchor!hiak hiak hiak~


and i am damn tired lar~
hahaha
love the word lar...so much!
gotta rush for my assignments 2moro...past due!
hahaha~
gonna sleep before the dawn! haha

Friday, March 25, 2011

Inspired to do something...

someone...made a conclusion about me:
always want to do something after saw something...
lolz
i do agree...

need more exposure before i decide what i want to in the future....
you know...
i miss a great talk lar!
a great mentor...Mr.Shahidan invited me to go a talk...
but i tot is thursday mana tau it was wednesday...

always like to attend conferences, talks, and of cos..competition...
becos i will get to know more people! more people that can inspired me!
i dun really like a 7-24 lecture in lecture hall...
Mr. Shahidan is one of the lecturers knew this...
altot din attend his class before...
but hope that more and more this kind of talks will be organized...and i guess...this can inspired more people instead of reading from slides rite?haha'

bit's of out topic!






well...this lady...name Ninimarini...
Hmmm...a producer in prime works...
the only word i have is WOW
she was one of the judge in Adwave...
just now lar...haha..the advertising competition i joined...

she is so inspiring! and i can feel the different of her...from other typical malay...
i will say that... i admire a lot malay lady who succeeded in private sector..these few months saw quite a number of them via competitions, talks, and industry visits i joined...
they speak differently...think differently...
admire how they speak...how they impact people!
(i have no discrimination towards malay ladies...this is a new world la...everyone is FAIR! but just very amazed with them!)

again...i would say...
i am inspired to do something...
maybe we do something regarding to advertising or media? well...maybe lar...if i'm not doing marketing or training lor...
hope to work for few years first~! haha~

let's see how long i can tahan this "inspiration"~ lolz...
but i think...
won't be long lar...i'm not a creative guy...but trying to be creative sometime...

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

always too young for something!

Recently...
i am working very hard to join any marketing-related competition-LAR...
However,
sometime...hard-work are not enough....
sometime...i am too young for something...
to list a few:


Loreal Brandstorm....insired by Mr.Shahidan, one of the marketing lecturer, to join, well...we had a team represented USM to Paris in 2010...we're selected for 2011..but we're disqualified...
due to we're not final or penultimate year students!
but this year is the most strategic year for me and my team!
they expect us to join only next year...
well...this may...i guess my two SOM Challenge partners will leave Malaysia already la! hahaha


Henkel Innovation Challenge...Hmm...this is my mistake...lols...registered...but have no enough time to prepare...and somemore...3 partners all live in different states...die~gave up half way...maybe next year? haha




Knew this a few week before...P&G... one of the best company to work for...starting pay for fresh grad with RM3500 before adding allowances...but this challenge has the same criteria with Loreal...so sad...

Hmm...knew these very late...and miss the registration date...




I admit i am not really alert with their advertisement...and dunno where to get more information...and my school...School of Management...so called one of the best business school in Public University...have no infomation at all too...well...these firms did informed our school. but our school did ignored these...only focus to get more international students to som...never focus on how to let students apply what they learn...

well...people always tend to blame other for own's fault.
Yea...i agreed, i should not blame...
but because of their "brilliant" plan,
change our program from 3 to 4 years...we might live the university life differently!
4 years can really train a better manager? i doubt!hahaha~
we're not professional course...but we're doing like that...swt! haha~

well...maybe God want me to prepare myself more~
for the competition in my final year? lolz...


and finally i got the chance to say...i am always too young for something...hopefully wont be too young become papa?lolz

talk about competition...i am full of fire...why soooooooo enthutiastic to join? because to earn more money! hahaha...learn to earn money thru competition instead of going work! hahahaha~it's fun to do something you like!  

Monday, March 21, 2011

What's your problem?

was having problem with me myself and i!

1) my beloved bag "spoilt". targeting for 2 new bags in holidays...lolz

2) i lost my phone cable which connect my phone and lappie..

3) i have prob with blogspot! eeyer...was unable to post new post...i should say was unable to type! until now..i changed back to old style editors...cheh...same computer...my friend can type...i cannot type...don't know what's the prob is lar! ahaha...



stop complanings..i have more joys to share!

(1) Adwave Competition


Yea...it's national level marketing and communication competition organized by USM Mass Com school, Hmm... due to the final is on friday...we cannot upload more RELATED pictures and video clips here nor facebook...please await ok?

they are my teammates...Kok Yong...my ex-roomate, Han Wei and Hui Chin

i will say that, after days of torture, finally we managed to produce a nice video, but after show to some audiencesss...my heart broken..cause a lot negative reviews...hahaha...but well...this is my first...virgin post...haha...we will have better one in near future! hahaha~

we're in top 8 finalists! and now we're preparing for presentation! hopefully will be able to WOW the judges and win the prize! haha...all glory to God! AMen!



(2)cedarian Retreat


another WOW! finally i WENT ipoh! lolz...wanted to go for long...lepak there...thanks for EPCC, my church...and of cos...Cedarian! haha...Campus CG and Youth CG...yea...a short and sweet trip! hahaha...

(3) actually i have a thousand things to write...but i only allowed to use 15min for blogging...gotta rush my assignments before the due date...else...i'm going to die! hahahaha~

guys...stay tune! will update more! hahahahaha


i Miss JB!!!
i MISS BIKINI
i Miss Beaches
I miss Seafood!
and
i Miss my lovely home! wakaka

countdown for another 30+ days! wow! it's near! it's near! haha

Sunday, February 13, 2011

读.毒

已经很久没有连续几天都听某一首歌了~
胡夏,爱夏~真的很好听,曲风不错,歌词普通,
让胡夏那干净的声音加持,把歌与词分不开~
他竟然跟我同年~
这个时候,他赚了好多,我却还在花钱~
的确,应该反省了~:D

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终于开始了世界大战,
无止境的assignments,midterms 还有presentations,都一起来了~
加油!加油!加油!
为了这个semester的dean list! 哈哈哈哈

Friday, February 11, 2011

路先生的后现代生活

我喜欢阅读,
是不喜欢读很多很多字的书,
喜欢买书多过读书,

爱看九把刀那很烂的爱情故事《那年我们一起追的女孩》,
也爱看他那无聊的鬼故事《上课不要看小说》,
阅读的时候,配上一杯咖啡,尤其是星巴克,就是完美的午后闲情了~
lol

比起长篇小说,
比较没有耐性的我,
比起看书
我更喜欢看articles,
华文应该是文章吧?
尤其是人家写的旅游文章。
几个小时前,
发现了新浪,不知什么时候,不小心开到这网站,
平时都比较少逛到大陆的网站,
平时,可以在维基百科逛上几小时,
今天也一样,
在新浪逛了很久,
看了很多旅游作家,旅行家的文章,
跟很多人一样,
我向往环游世界,
再穷也要去旅行~
再忙也要去旅行~

看了很多很多,
感觉就像看了几小时的discovery channel~
只是没有那先进的后制效果~lol~

http://blog.sina.com.cn/xz40
是一个老男人,对他没兴趣,
不过,他好有经验!
想要效仿他一样~天天去旅行!
哈哈哈~

http://www.yilan.com.tw/html/index.php
怡兰,
在“今晚哪里有问题”这部清谈节目知道了她,
一个很棒的生活玩家~
喜欢听她说那些旅游趣事~

很想很想,
马上就冲向机场~
可是...
我没有钱~
哈哈~
期待大假期的到来~
我要拼命的转旅费!
lol

新浪有很多很多不错的部落格~
无名,真的不行了~
哈哈哈~

很久很久没有下中文歌了,
那天看完了星光7后,
我又爱上了中文歌,
听了胡夏的歌,
这位男生,
很干净的声音,
听了很舒服,
可惜没有很辨识度,
不过很好听~

他竟然跟我同年~
感觉很有自信的男生,
一个很喜欢唱歌的男生,

倪安东,丁当,黄小琥,萧煌奇,潘玮柏,陈洁仪...
等等最近几个月出的专辑,我都听过了~
都不错哦~
好久好久没有一边听歌,一边看articles,一边写部落格,
这种后现代生活,西北爽~Lol】

要开始面对无数的midterms,assignment deadline,还有不同的tasks~
应该,还会有机会上来写写~

Friday, January 28, 2011

book-holic

与其说我是个书虫,不如说我是爱买书的人~
终于,昨天一个人去到了我一直很喜欢去的Kinokuniya,
尤其是taka的kino总店~

差不多光了1小时多吧~
哈哈哈
如果,我有钱,应该会把整个书店买下来吧?
哈哈哈哈~

除了买一本买了后觉得后悔的的日本JLPN的书之外,
放弃日文语法的书,
买了蔡康永的“说话之道”

这本书,出来也差不多一年了~
之前一直很欣赏他说话,
总是那么的犀利,
骂了你,
还跟他说谢谢~
哈哈哈~

一向觉得自己有说话的恩赐,
却最近,
觉得我自己是个犹豫不决的人~

蔡兄说,你讲什么话,就是怎样的人,
我赞同~
自己真的很乱,
所以讲话很乱!
哈哈哈~

所以嘛~
要改变了~啊哈哈哈哈

这个月,
我觉得,
我已经买了很多很多书~
最少有5本吧?
期待长假,
那么我将会有机会好好的看书~
哈哈哈~
然后又去买书~
哈哈~

Thursday, January 20, 2011

時差

突然間,我那以前的個性又回來了~
就突然間,很安靜了~
maybe, something wrong somewhere...

回到了忙碌的生活,
明白了聯絡網是很重要的。
有些時候,不是要虛偽,
而是多一個朋友好過多一個敵人~

把好多好多發生在自己的小故事都集合了起來~

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真的有種想要搬出去的感覺~很想很想很想~
可是好像沒有機會了~
因為只有剩下一個semester,然後就要出去exchange,然後才回來多半年~
Datin又不肯給我下學期出去~囧~然後中國人又可以~囧x2

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結果,
我星期三就要回家了~
回家
回家
回家
回家的感覺真好~
就窩在我的被單都能過一天~

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這幾天,有一點被侮辱的感覺,
就那天,陪日本朋友去town弄東西,
那個taxi uncle是一個印度人,
可是他的廣東話與福建話比我還要厲害~
真的給他的笑話,笑到牙齒都斷了~
哈哈~

可是,uncle很偉大,因為家庭經濟不好,
把屋子賣了~就為了讓孩子出國留學~
真的好偉大~
他說那是他的大女兒~
我問他小的怎麼辦?
他說:就上吊自殺~
【即興笑話】

不過,印度人那注重孩子教育的value真的很好~
給孩子錢話,只能滿足現在,
給孩子最好的教育,卻把他的未來給塗上了七彩繽紛的顏色~

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然後就今天,原本跟大夥是要帶兩個日本人走街,
結果,日本人比較厲害走~
反而檳城人不會路~真的有點囧~

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有些時候,還在徘徊自己是不是做錯了決定,
是為了做而作,
還是真的真的~
算了,一切讓上帝來安排吧~

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Monday, January 10, 2011

終於,
學校的事情告一段落了~
也終於看到了曙光。
日文的老師終於給了答案,
就允許我們的方案~
感謝主。
新的一年,
總該有些值得盼望的東西。

很複雜的心情咯~
好不容易解決了學校的事情,
面對的就是學生交換的問題,
有一種努力地奔跑,
卻沒有得到需要的支持~
很多東西,講的是天時地利人和,
又簡單一點,就是上帝的旨意啦~
那麼,我就順服吧~
也許,上帝對我有更好的計劃~
也已經長大了,不應該無理取鬧了~

我希望,我所做的選擇是值得的,
其實,我真的很累~
累的,如果是身體,休息片刻,也許也就恢復的差不多了,
但是,身心的疲憊,真的,還讓人無奈的~
囧~
不,
我學習變得更堅強,
我學習,要自己努力,
我學習~無論環境如何都要有盼望,
上帝是信石的~