浪费

我的心不见了。
今天昨天，还有大前天～
我的心都不见了～
完全没有想读书的心～

我去了图书馆，
关了电脑，
不戴耳机～
可是，
我就是读不进～

我都在尽情的浪费时间～

我，彻底的疯了～
哈哈～
还是觉得，考试不要拖太久～
“以免夜长梦多～”
lols~

上帝救我～

Private is good. Public is bad.

Another long post. Sort of complaint, sort of thought, this is what i meant change. Was talking to  Ze-Hao (a buddy of mine) yesterday while we were on the way back from Benny and SuYin's housewarming.. Nano lab of phisics school is closing down. Hmm... USM, named the APEX university, we used to have one of the best lab in the world, and we're the second university in the world which own a Nano Lab in the world, after M.I.T. (Massachusetts Institute of Technology).

Nano Lab cost a bomb for uni in term of maintenance and "experience ingredients" yet,

it does help students know more, experience more and able to explore more. On top of that,  the lab is neither supported by the faculty nor university, it's fully sponsored by a lecturer. Nevertheless, due to adult's problem, again, USM back to the normal status, applied phisics students only learn about theory side of fabrication,  but not on hand.

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This issue, gave me a fire: the fire to wrote something i wanted to write for long. the topic "Private is Good, Public is Bad" and we should proud to say "Malaysia Boleh". We have money to buy every faculty, every university department  a "public used car", cheapest range from Toyota Innova, Proton Perdana to some prestige cars which i don't know the name. The most interesting part is, we hardly see the cars being fully utilized. Perhaps, use the cars for makan and minum is the mostly-used function. But we never have money to survive good labs and other facilities for students.Thank to the tax-payers. And, thank to the good planning of university management team.

And, recently, the research wing of school first library is finally launched. And, it's the new MONUMENT for USM. Another white elephant. LOLs. A five-stories library. Fully equipt with freezing air-con, plenty of eletric plugs for laptop users...and they used to create a "WOW" effect from students about the 24-hours study room.  The layout was fine, the design was nice, again, it's just another white elephant. operation hours are 8.30am - 4.30pm, and it's a five-days operating library. While the two old one, are until 8.30am-10.30pm. and it's operating throughout weekends. Well... normally students have class from morning till evening, after 5pm, normally we have times to loiter inside library...lols...

The reasons i said it's just another white elephant are, there are two lifts operating in it. And, the lifts are only for library personnels. OUTSIDER, students are strictly not allow to use. I guess this is the sort of sustainable-policy or greener-world movement, where we minimize the usage of lifts, and save more energy. (and leave the air-con freezing.) In addition, toilets, or nicer word, washrooms too makes differences. Every floor there are two washrooms, one on the left, anoter on the right. Left hand side toilets are bigger one, again, strictly for library personnels. I took a sneaking tour inside, explored the place of interest, and realise the differences, there are four "rooms" inside, 2 squating-toilet bowls, 2 sitting-toilet bowls. And, equipped with toilet papers, napkins and hand-washers.

Unfortunely, the "customers' washroom" only half the size and with none of the 5-stars facilities. A friend of mine, marketing student, joked that, this policy is some sort of benefiting the employees so that they will be more efficiency! well...i do agreed. I guess, there should be about 20 staffs in all three libraries, maybe more from that, and i guess, each one of them should have their private toilet! These are just a few examples. And, a reason for this library not operating like other libraries in USM or commence its' 24 hours corner, "we're lack of staffs". And everyday when i am walking in the library, i can see most of the staffs are busy with social networks and playing games. Like no other libraries in abroad universities, we have all FULL-TIME librarians. They are called professional one.

There are more, should be a lot more, sort of these in USM. A few about USM Management School, i had organized a few school programmes, too, our direction are toward benefit school-staffs more towards students.

I'm not trying to be politician here. I'm sorry to be sacastics. I'm talking about efficiency. While other countries talking about education, improvement, efficiency, Malaysians still happy and show passion in racist issue, 1Malaysia Email, SEX video, and many other craps. IF we have to say efficiency, do we really need to buy every school a public used car just to fetch VIPs? do we really need to label the toilets just for staffs which there aren't many staffs. The resources are not fully utilized.

Malaysia, a very-blessed-ful country, we never lack of any natural resouces, somemore blessed with the most expensive type of petroleum (for air-crafts used.), but we never utilized the capital generated from the resources. We used money to send "astranaut" or i should say the first space traveller in Malaysia to do teh-tarik in the space, and feeding a lot other "white-elephant"-projects. And, we're proud to say, Malaysia Boleh!

Few days ago, editor from a major stream newspaper in Bahasa urged government to launch ONE Melayu Movement, talk about Chinese craps. Again, i think it's wasting resources. If, people in the nation never united as a whole, and keep say you are chinese, i'm Malay, we're never away from the beginning. And, the respected editor even talk about all PRESTIGE private universities are full with chinese and hardly see any Malay inside. And i would like to reply: If, Chinese and Indians are given a fair chance to enter public universities, why should we spend so much money for sending them to private one?

And, the public universities' teaching qualities and facilities are far less-developed than the private one, due to the unwritten rules that emphasis on benefits of small group, and not to be efficiency. Public universities are full with rules and regulations, and there is no one able to make decision, everything need to go through SENate, and due to all these cliche rules and long processes, we missed a lot of chances, wasted a lot of times. And, we're not far from the beginning...

Sadly to point a few, my faculty, School fo Management, the top management are very eager to think of recruitment of internatinal students, they do publicity in China, Indonesia and perhaps Middle East, thinking to bring more international students, and generate more income to the uni and the fac. But, they never focus on current students' welfare and benefits, until now, our "internship swap project" never got a confirm answer although we're heading to become third year students.

I can see, there are lecturers with great ideas, conferences, organizing competitions, and many other lecturers' wonderful and brilliant ideas, but all these never gain support from the school, especially from the administration office, because all these never generate income. And, our website, never update with news, everything still have to go thru school office, while other uni are on the website track. We have all the resouces, but we never exploit them, until they are gone. Not to say that public universities are bad. But, don't you think so, universities are platforms for borning more leaders of tomorrow? If we can focus more toward how to train a leader instead of bookworm that score 4.0 and know nothing about the real world, bookworms are hard to survive in the rat-race.

Like a chinese proverb, "every home has its' hard to read sutra" , which means every organiztion has its' own problem, and it's generation to generation. and formed the norms. And, we're used to it. Public is bad, private is good. talking about efficiency. Private sector will never allow inefficiency to happen if possible, and they are expert to utilize stuffs and staffs. If public sector have to improve all these, we have to change, we have to walk out from the comfort zone. Then only the success are waiting for us.

We should pray harder, PUSH-pray until something happen, we want a better Malaysia, no matter you support which political party ( i don't stand to anyone of them.), you should agree to this, we want a better Malaysia. A world class university that know how to mix and match the resources, utilized them and bring benefits to its' staffs and students. Again, change. doesn't mean we need to change government. but we need to change attitude, if i have to vote, of course, i will vote a government that able to change. :) and do what they promised. And i have a man here, my most-respected government servants, Idris Jala, i pray, pray that God will revive more servants like him, and i'm sure, Malaysia will be a better Malaysia.

INvestment or Hobby?

People's value.
i mean how world describe one's value?
talents he/she possesses?
one's wealth?
what you say?






my mind, is not about study and exam.
it's about money, money and money.
it's sinful! lols
i'm not worshiping money.
but i'm thinking on how to invest or add value to my money and my future money

i have a few friends in uni,
a few ladies,
they are quite smart.
they used their ptptn for investment,
for unit trust, for share, for gold and FD.

i'm so dumb.
noob.
only know how to use money for foods, cloths, and entertainment.
Yea.
wasting money only.

and my newest dream,
to own a camera.
more precisely,
a DSLR.
a solid DSLR value equals to about half to a solid gold coin,
it's a trade off.
hobby or investment.

No doubt, i still think that DSLR is sort of COMPULSORY for me.
but, it's another way of wasting money.
dilemma.
it's like choosing between
bread or chocolate?
travel or branded stuffs



but well...
investment and hobby,
all craps.
i have no money now.
both also inside my dream
i tend to worry a lot,
even before the things near me!!@@




well,
i still believe that,
money is easy to earn.
but need good opportunity...

i am nothing.

i used to dream that,
i were good at culinary,
so that i could cook nice food for my love one.
and open my own cafe..

i used to dream that,
i were good at drawing,
so that i could design my house for my love one,
and design a city then.

i used to dream that,
i were a black belt of taekwondo,
so that i could protect my love one,
and go competitions.

i used to dream that,
i were a director of my own studio,
so that i could produce clips and photos for my love one,
and impact people.

i used to dream that,
i were a good painter,
so that i could paint the town with colors i like,
and make people's day.

i used to dream that,
i were good at piano or any music instruments,
so that i could pretend to be romantic to my love one,
and get a kiss from each of THEM><






and i woke up.
i am good of nothing above.
i am not gifted to do things above.

yet,
God, the almight one,
blessed me with other skills.
for me, to bless other.

" I can do all this through Him who gives me strength. " Phi 4:13

Yea,
need to use the blessed gifts to love the one i love,
God, my family and my friends.
:)






==was lazy to finish few more chapters..another hours the exam then.====

sometimes when we touch LAR....

like other people,
i do prefer quality than quantity.
lols.

for certain stuffs i guess.


music.
i listen a lot of it.
sort of pop to jazz
country to R&B.

used different "Methods"
to listen.
i found that sometime...
music is nicer if we play it softly.
or played by earphones.
lols.

sometime,
used nice speaker too,
play better sound.
especially with good amplier i guess.
( has no much knowledge on it..lols)

music are meant to be enjoy, and relax.
and for me, i do listen gospels for worship and praise God!

and...
sometimes,
volume does matter.
especially when you are not alone.
lols :P

sometime it cause sound polution,
even you though it was not loud enough.
and sometime...make people sick of it.
:)
no offense.
thx

沙發

想念家裡的沙發。

鬱悶。

為什麼付出的努力，卻被最後一分鐘的懶惰，

跟打敗了。

我啊，

慘了。

哈哈～

考了3張，

兩張應該會很差。

不是我沒有讀。

我很認真地讀，

但是就是考不好。

不過感謝主。

還好，應該還會及格。

不然，

真的很不值得。

上帝的timing，

永遠，都是準的。

我啊，

想了很多，

為什麼，這些這些，

會在這個這個時候發生，

上帝又要裝備我什麼...

大概大概，知道上帝的異象了。

阿門！

哈哈～

我發誓，

發誓不允許接下來的Papers

重蹈覆轍，

又是考不好。

要努力努力在努力，

但是，回到房間，

我又忘記了。

沒藥救了。

哈哈哈～

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很想要快點放假啦～

回家。

不遠了。

期待ing~

喜樂ing~

你累了吗？

有人说过，
再夜，还是有人熬夜，
再累，还是有人谈恋爱，

我呢，
夜了，
累了，
就什么都不想做了。
懒惰了，
就只想睡觉。


感谢主，
一个星期的带领，
感谢主，
在我累的时候，
给我力量。
感谢主，
让我还能活着。












可以不可以不读书？

tribute!o

 

Yea...kinda agreed with ky,

there is no spammer but visitors came my blog..

wuek....

and

i should have said:

Thank You for visiting my blog, and tag yourself in my tag box.

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Well..

it's 12am.

and is accompany by the rain,

with sort of bossanova music.

and of course...

with some notes...

TiTas...(tamadun islam and tamadun asia)

the best sleeping pills are history books.

i realised this since form 1...

watched a few clips with ky just now...

well...if you have got time,

search CP Production in facebook,

https://www.facebook.com/cpproducer?ref=ts&sk=wall

a creative guy,

made in Penang Malaysia

produced some lame clips,

but it make my day!

lame people need lame video!

haha~

and i should say...

"the night is still young"

let's have some study before i sleep.

:)

good night people!

我不想想你～

最近，

也就是昨天，

看了一部通常都不会在我选择里面的戏，

因为比较少看香港的电影～

“单身男女”

很不错的电影，

想学习浪漫的男人们，

可以看看看～

有被女主角点到一下～

很漂亮的女主角～

4颗星星的电影～

我比较不喜欢结局～

所以没有给第五颗星星

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很久，没有看电影了～

很久没有进电影院了～

有一点想起了从前，

想起了，很多很多。

算了，过去了。

Considerate.

Music are meant to be enjoy.
but at the sametime...
have to be considerate.








thank you.

羡慕+妒忌

超羡慕的～

今天，去拍东西的时候，

别人用的是eos600d!

真的～

差不多3千块的相机，

对于我这种只是想要拍爽的人

不怎么值得叻～

可是，

真的我需要一架相机，

普通的也罢～

这个假期，

我就要买相机啦！

用底片的也可以吧～哈哈哈哈

还有还有还有！

某人啊～

就某人～

买相机了！

羡慕加妒忌～

哈哈哈哈

读书读书～

apala...

我完全不能读书。

读不到啦～

看了一天的书

不，

应该是半天～

但是就是读不进啦～

睡美人～

我发誓～下辈子～我要做睡美人!哈哈哈～
偶不能睡啦～
刚换了床单～
准备好心情～
却被破坏了～

气坏了。
是时候，起来读书了～

也许是上帝的安排吧～
让这一切发生～

也许，
良药苦口～就是这意思～
但～还真是气死我了！


决定，今天跟你拼了！
international trade law!

像男人的男孩～

好不容易～我把所有的东西都settle jor~
and now....i kena study!
lolz~

最近好多好多新歌！好多好多很好听的歌～
很好～就这样一边听歌一边读书吧～

ルーイスです。(I'm Louis)

にほんごはとてもおもしろいです！(Japanese is very interesting!)

WELL...i am not trying to be arrogant with my japanese...

after all...i'm just a beginner!

after one year of learning, seriously, i love japan, and japanese.

maybe can find a japanese lady to become my wife next time?

lolz~

just managed to complete my japanese coursework..

i did about japanese festivals!

only one word to describe:

"Hard"

well..

i got a lot of ideas...

but i have no ideas how to translate it into Japanese...

luckily we have this ratio 50:50

which 50% english and 50% japanese...

else...

with my limited grammar and vocab knowledge...

i think people are going to visit me in next qing-ming!

lolz

touch wood!

hahahaha

once in my life time...

must study or work there for 1 year!

but Japan is suffering now!

let's pray for them!

pray for the lost soul!

pray for the revival!

pray for the salvation!

Amen!

Good night people! :D

おやすみ。

美女学姐～

真的～
我现在才知道我的direct senior是谁！！！
走宝了啦！哈哈哈哈～

我啊～
我的direct senior是一个美女来的！
气死我了～
下个礼拜就是他们final year的最后一个礼拜了～哈哈哈～
可惜～可惜～

我们还有一起上一些University Course过～
竟然还不知道对方～
不过刚刚“认”了对方～哈哈哈哈～是很好笑的咯~

又是凤凰花开的时候了～
他们都要毕业了～
希望他们的前途一片光明！:D

记得要忘记

just a short one will do...

before i sleep,

before i forgot...

thank God for everything

the prom is done!

finally all the "clubs and societies" jobs have done!

and free like a bird now!

lolz~

kinda of lonely right after the prom..

well...very fast...i'll busy with study d...

love everyone,

thank everyone,

i will not say the PROM is a success

but we have tried our best...

everything goes smooth.

thanks everyone.

will be back with more stories!

Good night people!